English language challenges

Hello dear bloggers, this is the last blog of the semester so if you stopped here by more than once and interacted with me, thank you so much♡.

This semester has been a little difficult for me, having english lessons in person increased my fear by interacting with other people, despite that, it was a good course and I learned more than expected. My experience learning english at college has been interesting, meeting new people who have accompanied and helped me has been a "push" not to give up and keep trying.

The creation of blogs have brought new words to my vocabulary, I have known my classmates more deeply and also been able to show myself that even if it costs me english, I am able to read it and understand it.

I think really my biggest difficulty for english, it's my fear, I'm scared that people make fun of me by making a mistake, I'm ashamed to ask when something I don't know, I hope I can change those things because I really hope I can learn english. I've been thinking that I can improve that by facing it, even though I've tried it all semester, next time I'll give my all to do better.

Usually outside of English classes, all my friends are foreigners, Indonesian, Korea, Thailand, Nepal, so among us we usually speak English, I must make it clear that none of us handles English as a fluent language, so we are constantly learning from each other, so using English is really something constant in my life, I must add that my favorite singers group is Korean and some of its members are Australian Korean, so when watching their live videos or messages by bubble which is a paid app to talk with them, they use english.
This is why for me, being able to learn english is really important.

                     this is what I mean, they always talk to their foreign fans in english >.<

Edit: I noticed the poor quality of the image, sorry:(